"Hey,
my little child,
psst,
my little child,
psst,
it's ok,
everything is ok,
my little child,
don't cry,
psst...
...
It's ok,
everything is gonna be ok,
everything is gonna be ok,
my child,
don't cry,
everything is gonna be ok,
psst...
...
You know,
it hurts,
but every pain goes away,
after a while.
...
You know,
it may hurt,
but it is your function,
your mission,
to please thouse men,
to bring them joy.
...
It may hurt,
but everything is gonna be ok,
psst..."
...
said a smart,
kind,
caring
voice inside of the head
of the little girl who was trying to
hide herself...

"If you love me,
why do you make my tummy hurting so much?"
...
"Coz your love for me,
isn't as big as it should be."

"Mummy,
why does it rain?"
...
"Coz little flowers are thirsty,
the rain helps them to grow into big, beautiful flowers."
...
"And why does it snow?"
...
"The snow is a blanket for the little flowers,
it protects them from the cold of winter,
it warms them.
When it gets warmer, the snow melts,
and the flowers wake up."
...
...
...
"Mummy, why is there blood
(in my underwear)?"
...
"It helps you, to grow up
(fast)
and become beautiful."
...
"And what is this white sauce?"
...
"It's like the snow for the flowers...
it might hurt,
but it protects you from the cold of the world,
it warms you,
(coz you are loved)
It'll melt away when you are
a good child."

"Am I evil?"
asked the puppet
...
"Don't tell her"
said one man to the other
"that it is coz she
indeed
is evil"
...
"Tell her,
it is,
coz you make her better"
...
they wispert
loud enough
for their puppet
to hear everything.

Hi,
my little doll,
it's nice to see you,
now we can play together,
whatever you want.
...
but no,
don't cry,
be quiet,
don't worry.
...
I put this into you,
coz I like you so much.
...
My love,
only my love,
makes you alive.
...
Do you see,
how much I love you?
I'm even spending you,
life!
...
And now,
go home,
and tell your mother,
that we played all the games,
you wanted to.
...
And you want to see me,
soon again.

Aus Caligula von Albert Camus:

“Ich habe Angst. Welch ein Ekel […]. Aber das tut nichts. Auch die Angst ist nicht von Dauer. […] Nichts in dieser Welt, nichts im Jenseits, das meinem Maß entspräche. Und doch weiß ich […] dass es genügte, wenn das Unmögliche möglich würde. Das Unmögliche! Ich habe es an den Horizonten der Welt gesucht, an den Grenzen meiner selbst. Ich habe meine Hände ausgestreckt, [schreiend, zum Spiegel:] ich strecke meine Hände aus, und immer begegne ich dir, immer dir, mir gegenüber, und ich bin voll von Hass gegen dich. Ich habe nicht den Weg eingeschlagen, den ich hätte einschlagen sollen, ich gelange nirgendwo hin. Meine Freiheit ist nicht die richtige. […] Diese Nacht lastet schwer wie der Schmerz der Menschen.“

Freud

"Die Psychoanalyse leugnet seit jeher die Existenz sexuellen Missbrauchs an Kindern: nämlich seit 1905 Freud seine Meinung änderte und wider besseres Wissen behauptete, Frauen würden sich nicht an tatsächliche Inzesterlebnisse erinnern, sondern an ihr Verlangen nach Inzest. Die Erlebnisse wären eingebildet, phantasiert, erfunden, alles, nur nicht wirklich geschehen."

(Dumme Quelle, aber trotzdem... es ist ja auch klar, dass das die Psychoanalyse ist... (nur dürfen sie vielleicht evtl. nicht mehr so wirklich ganz direkt sagen was sie denken, obwohl irgendwie schon...)...)

Hollywood Undead - Pain

"[…]
were told lies like it's truth
[…]
it's mother fu*kin mayday
they swear im fu*kin crazy
ain't nothin gonna save me
i'm breakin' i feel it
i'm naked i'm kneelin'
i'm shakin' i'm reelin'
my god i keep bleedin
I watch the world die from crimson eyes
I cry, it hurts tonight
I die, I see the light
and now i'll say goodbye
[…]
look what the world has come to
so now its time to say FCK YOU!
you think you can and they drug you
when no one is there
when they numb you
fill you with terror and crush you
but do they care as they shove you?
[…]
but everyone you look up to
is really as fcked up as you
[...]"

Zensur

Israblog zensiert nicht (so sehr):

Israblog is a network of blogs created to provide every person with the means to express themselves as long as it abides by the country’s laws. Our motto, ‘life is here’, refers to all aspects of life, even the more hurtful sides can be expressed here. Any person can own a blog through our system, even if their self perception is problematic or if their body fat percentage is lower than the norm.The second, and more important reason, is that we do not believe that erasing blogs will have a positive effect. On the contrary, it may be damaging. We realize that there exist other blogging platforms which erase this type of content, however we strongly believe that if we act in a similar manner, we will simply pass this ‘burning hot potato’ onwards without actually making positive change.

[…] One must remember that it is not possible to help someone with eating disorders by shutting her mouth. […]

Caligula - Krieg

aus "Caligula" von Albert Camus:

"Caligula: [...] Und weißt du, warum ich sie [3 Kriege] ausgeschlagen habe?
Scipio: Weil Roms Größe dich keinen Pfifferling kümmert?
Caligula: Nein, weil ich das Menschenleben achte.
Scipio: Du spottest meiner, Gaius!
Caligula: Oder weil ich es zumindst höher achte als ein auf Eroberung bedachtes Ideal. Allerdings achte ich es nicht höher als mein eigenes Leben. Und wenn es mir leichtfällt zu töten, so liegt der Grund darin, dass es mir leichtfällt zu sterben. Nein, je länger ich es bedenke, desto überzeugter bin ich kein Tyrann zu sein."

"Caligula: And do you know why I refused them [3 wars]?
Scipio: Because the reputation of Rome means nothing to you?
Caligula: No. Because I respect human life.
Scipio: More jokes Caius.
Caligula: Or at least I respect it more than I respect military ideals. But it's aösp true that I don't respect it more than I respect my own life, and if I find killing easy, it's because dying isn't hard for me. No, the more I think about it, the surer I feel that I'm not a tyrant."